Thursday, April 26, 2007

COMPLICATING CHANGE?

"Maintaining a complicated life is a great way to avoid changing it."
— Elaine St. James

I cannot avoid acknowledging the truth in this quote. My life is filled with self-made complications, busy doing this, busy doing that, holding onto things I no longer need, stashing things here and there making cleaning and organization seemingly impossible. Adding on, adding on, adding on, until one becomes buried in nothingness, but as long as I am buried in "to do's" I can rationalize "not doing." I do not even know where to begin.....
It must be a disorder, this state of disorder that keeps me in a state of avoidance. Change...is it that scary???? Complications.....are they so great???? HELP!!!!!!!

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